The 5 Foot A s s a s s i n

I have had to make a multitude of very difficult decisions for a 22 year old. After this semester, I will have dropped out of a University twice. Twice. Twice seems like a huge number considering most people stay at a University for 4+ years, or never attend one at all. So do I consider myself lucky that I have had the privilege of attending all of these schools? ABSOLUTELY NOT. Reminder to self: I have also attended five different Universities/Colleges. Five.

I am happy to be finally free of the neverending chain of schooling that I was to endure, had I stayed in my program. Though it is not final yet, I can pretty much guarantee that I will be remarkably more happy. Though it is scary to think about a "real" job, I feel like I will find this more satisfying. I hate having to worry about money and though I doubt any entry level position I will find will have a kick ass salary, it will be enough money for me to make it through this time in my life.

Hopefully, things will get better and not worse...but who the hell knows anything anymore, right?