The Pumpkin Patch field trip that my Butterflies Preschool class took today was fantastic. We went on a hay ride, fed the goats, navigated both a corn maze and a hay maze, and of course, picked our own pumpkins. It is so wonderful to be 3 years old. All of the children were so excited about the fact that they got to go out on the farm and explore. It's just a magical experience to take a glimpse into a 3 year olds head. Their lives are not complicated. They just play. They just do things for fun. They just live.
I wish that I could let go of all the heavy tension that lays in my heart, stomach, and back muscles. I know that I can choose happiness whenever I want, no matter what my circumstances - but what if I choose the wrong kind of happiness...the fleeting kind? What about trust, love, and mutual respect? So many "what if's." I'm just so tired of all of that...just let me be happy. Let me please understand what it means to overcome, move forward. I guess this is kind of a prayer to the blog gods - I wish I was 3 again, where I needed help to tie my shoes and I played chef in my Little Tikes kitchen.
No comments:
Post a Comment