Bugars!...and lots of them

i've had a rough day.

i woke up later than usual because i couldn't breathe during the night and was trying to get a few extra minutes. i went to work and i felt like i was in a fog because my head is so clouded...in more ways than one of course. i made a doctor's appointment for noon. i left work with permission not to return.

when i got to the doctor she gave me like every test imaginable to figure out why i keep getting sick and am not getting better. i sat with a breathing machine tube in my mouth for 20 minutes while i simultaneously had blood drawn to do a Hgb test. trust me, this experience was phenomenal...

NOT (think borat).

so my doctor was stumped - she prescribed me three more medications in addition to the three i am already taking. and in two weeks i have to go back to probably get another chest x-ray and prednisone - and if that doesn't work, here i come hospital bed! i hate taking medicine...blech, it sucks, and it makes me feel weak, like my body can't handle itself.

then i came home, i brought work from school for the National Association for the Education of Young Children (NAEYC) accredidation that we are doing - this is awesome only because i get paid to work from home! we have to organize this huge binder, labeled with colored sticker for each of the 1000 categories for child development that NAEYC outlines. my class has done very little on our binder - eek - so i started to work on that. meredith and i agreed that she's a do-er and i'm an organizer...so i'm in charge of the binder. it's a huge responsibility and goes directly to our director and to NAEYC, but i think i'm doing a pretty kick-ass job, and holding my own. it feels good to be respected at work...plus i am becoming better friends with the people i work with and i can tell that the staff respects me. plus the kids seem to like me too!

while i worked on my NAEYC accredidation i put on animal planet. RILEY LOVVVVEDD IT! LOVED IT. i was watching Meercat Manor, and riley went up to the TV and licked it. apparently, riley loves meercats. i do too. i love impressions of meercats too.

now i still feel like shit, all i want is some velveeta mac and cheese which i will not go out and get because im too sick. i wish i could transport it here with my mind.