This is Desmond. He is a super baby that I had dinner with tonight. This is also Desmond's dad, Christopher. He is the guy that came up with the title for this blog post.
I love hanging with Chris and Jas. I love that they are just normal people who have actual morals and actual lives and love each other. I was thinking about how fast it's moving into the holidays and how they have their own little family and it will be Desmond's first Christmas and it made me think about how I would just like to be by myself for the holidays this year. Of course, I will not be alone, I will go home and see my family and friends...but I would rather be alone.
I just feel like things having to do with "holidays" have lost their glow. Things that seemed exciting in my "old" life have lost their appeal to me, which I suppose is kind of sad, but may just be a sign that I am moving into a new chapter. I mean, I don't know, maybe my thought will change by tomorrow. However, I need to live the life I want to live and I'm trying hard to do that.
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