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After missing three days of work, I have crazy cabin fever. Mostly I've slept a lot, which has been good, it's what I needed to do, but the rest of the time I haven't had enough energy to do anything but sit. It would've been a great opportunity to get stuff done around the house, but I can hardly walk around, nevermind actually get anything accomplished.

In these instances of sitting around, I have thought a lot about Christmas and what I will buy (have bought) for my friends and family. It's silly but I feel like this year has spanned the absolute good and the absolute bad of my life. It started with the excitement and thrill of my wedding and it ended with my entire world crashing down. I am thankful that I have had at least some good wits about me and that I was able to build it back up again. 2007 will start in a good place. I am happy that I have such great friends and family who supported me this year, and hopefully I can afford to buy them great Christmas presents! That seems a little silly, but I want to show these people that I am somehow thankful.

I also feel like I have accomplished so much personally, especially in the last few weeks. I know that I have to try to trust people again. When people say they are sorry, I have to believe they are actually sorry - or else, what kind of world would I be living in? I mean, I'm not naive, I'm not saying I'm completely ignorant, but if I want to build up any sort of trust, I have to start sometime.