Overwhelmed

i just want to feel understood. what i feel and say is valid.

i miss zach. just those stupid little things like telling him funny stories about my day, sharing my concerns, and feeling a warm body at night. i guess those are not so little or stupid.

i am jealous and full of anger. i hate it. most of all, i hate feeling jealous of someone who doesn't deserve me to feel jealous about them.

i want to be validated.