Old Kate

I know that I have not written about London yet...but I will, I promise.

But some other things have been on my mind lately. Like...how do you know when people are lying? How do you know when people are sincere and genuine? I hate that I don't know this anymore, I used to have such faith in my gut instinct, and now I feel like I have no idea. I think everyone is lying...ALL THE TIME! I wish I didn't feel like that, I just don't know who to trust, or who I can trust. Sometimes I feel like I can confide in people, then something small will happen, I overanalyze the shit out of it like I always do...and there I am, doubting everything.

I try to look at things positively and be happy and thoughtful and genuine...so why aren't people the same to me? I feel like I deserve people to be the same towards me. Is that selfish? Though I feel like I have come so far (which is AWESOME)...still how long will it take to get the Old Kate back?

I just realized 95% of this post is questions. Haha...oops.