What the hell have I been doing!?

I love kurt halsey (thank you artstarphilly.com).


FREAKING OUT! is what I've been doing. I feel like my life has become so hectic towards the end of the semester...except that nothing has really changed, it has just all culminated all of a sudden and settled in my body. So I have this dumb vertigo...and I feel like I'm drunk. That's the best way I can describe it...you know when you're drunk, and you can like see what's going on around you and you can talk to people, but you're in your own little drunk world? Well yea, that's how I feel all the freakin time. It sucks! It's really not as fun as it may seem.

I cannot believe that next week is Thanksgiving! This will be the first Thanksgiving without my granmda in 23 years. WEIRD. and sad, and it's probably not going to be fun. There are more people coming to my aunt's house this year than have in the past, so that's exciting. My cousin's fiance's family is coming, and another cousins girlfriend is coming, so that should be fun.

Here's some food for thought. What the hell is up with people's priorities!? Get your life in gear bitches! It's exhausting to think about. I feel like I have been an exceptional friend to a few people lately. I don't want to say I expect nothing in return, because that would be a lie. I expect time and respect in return. That's a normal request. Nothing above and beyond the normal limits of friendship. C'mon guyssss...pull through and surprise me :(